one foot in front of the other

okay, so i know i shouldn't even be stressed out about anything because i really don't have any worries in life at all (besides the normal bills, rent payment, etc.)--but lately it's like i'm super super stressed and anxious and just a bunch of stuff all at once. i think most of it's just me thinking about the future and what it holds...which looking at it right now, i'm very excited!! ;) we have baby mac on the way (that's what i'm calling it for now) and then i'm trying to finish school, which i don't know how all that will work out in the spring, but i'm sure it will. i'm not going to worry myself over that.

but i will say--the whole "being hormonal" thing doesn't help one little eensy weensy bit. poor allen!! that guy has to put up with me day in and day out and i applaud him for being soooooooooooooooooooooo patient!! he's the BEST! i don't think anyone could put up with killer heartburn and puking and just the randomness of being with a pregnant wife like he can....

on the bright side, there are some very good opportunities that may lie ahead for us, and i can't wait!! but i guess we'll just have to take it one day at a time..


oh and i'm super nervous about my next doctor's appointment--did i mention that?? i'm sure it'll be FINE!!!!!! ooooooooo sahhhhhhhhh (that's my great breathing technique haha)